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Friday, May 5, 2006

Honest Closure

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"This came from in me..it's true..I always speak it." Written on Wednesday,April 26,2006 @ 1:49am. ~lina~   Honest Closure I can honestly say this chapter is done. My Honest Closure. I'm not feeling like there's more to our story,to our book. I feel relieved and somewhat happy. There's nothing to fear, there's nothing there,it's not fair. But who said life was fair? I can move on,pass us, all of this without a problem. It's sad to feel this way  and say it because this someone was an important part of my life. But that's just the way it is. Things change. Things transform. Things fade,no more. I can honestly be happy now and grow from this. I do love and miss him, but now it's in a friendly way. It's always good to be friends  with someone you cared about and loved. It's healthy. It may feel weird, but it's okay. Sadly,life goes on and things didn't work out. I hope he has a good life and it turns out to be okay. I miss him anyway. All I got is souvenirs in my mind, it gets you stuck in a moment, that wasn't meant to last. It all went by so fast, but It felt like years, mad vast. See ya special friend. You were meant to last, but in my heart and soul. This chapter is closed. This is my honest closure.

Natural Suave

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"When I wrote this I was truly feeling this way and I don't know why...it was just there..and so I began to write what I felt at the time.I felt so much sadness and melancholy....I couldn't do anything but write about it" Orignally written on Saturday,April 1,2006 .!~~True Story~! ~Lina~   Natural Suave What is this sudden darkness? Where is it coming from? Why is it here? I feel so awfully drained that it's emotionally hurting me. My feelings manually hide, but they naturally show. They're guilty,full of love. It knows,it glows. Who are you Oh Boy? And what are you doing to my soul? Why do I love you? Do you love me for sure? I don't even know,it's weird. It's hard to talk to you, but it's cool I know. There's only hope,it's my friend. Hope is the one that's going to change that. I'm just going to let you go, maybe it's the best thing to do. But I know I'll never stop loving you. Always~ It's My Natural Suave.

Imperalizing My Mind

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This was written a while ago and I've been too busy and too lazy to post it up..lol......But I'm Doing So now~!...Enjoy! This was originally written on Saturday,April 1,2006 Imperializing My Mind Your love is imperializing my being. What are you doing to my soul,oh boy? I love you very much. I'm always thinking of you,I can't help it. You picked me up when I was down. We were like two persond molded into one. It's great,it was great,and it will always be great. I can't help feeling blue when I see you, I shake,I tremble when I hear your voice. It's just there and it's still strong. I'm loving you from far away. I can't stand to see someone else loving you, but I'm juts dealing with it. Love isn't a game,it's real. Love shouldn't be given up so easily. It should be faught for because it's an amazing feeling,an unexplainable one. But who are you? I don't even know who you are anymore. What do you feel? What are your feelings? Do you still love me? Was our love true? Is it still there? Did it fade? Save me the pain please,I'd rather not know, It'll give me so much more. I will always remember you. You produce tears in my eyes and it's just part of love. Bye Bye My Sweet Sweet Love. Your love will always be a piece of me. It makes me,me. I Love You, Now Always And Forever! I'm letting go now. I really don't want to, but I have to. Your love will always, will never stop Imperializing My Mind.

Strengthening Memoirs

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"This poem was written on Wednesday,May 3rd,2006 outside of my school and then I finished it at home...lol...Yea..so read and enjoy." ~lina~ Strengthening Memoirs This movie that replays itself in my mind over and over again. These Strengthening Memoirs. They're like souvenirs,a present for my mind and life. To remember forever in my lifetime til death comes for me. These memories make me they've made me. They represent myself now. I feel somewhat brand new Life goes on. Life is adventurous, so great, so wonderful, so prodigious. I can't and I won't  spent anymore days thinking about these memoirs. Ironically, they're killing me, but they made me. My happiness will arrive. I know it will. It's suppose to help me survive  and be so very alive. Unfortunately, I cannot erase these thoughts and be alright. People always appreciate  the most precious thing around them too late. When they're truly gone. That is when they're going to appreciate and realize  what good they had. I'm worth a lot I believe. And for me to have felt so shitty and so unpretty I couldn't live. But I picked myself up again. So much stress, So depressed. These Strengthening Memoirs  cause me to really think. Sometimes I get sensitive and sometimes they motivate. It's all part of the system. Don't love me, I don't love you. I will always keep these memoirs. Strengthening Memoirs.