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Wednesday, November 29, 2006

I'm Thankful....

Posted in by Rafaelina Siri | Edit
Tomorrow Is Thanksgiving As We Know It....I'm Going To Eat Eat && Eat Some More.....It's Nothing New For Me.  I'm Thankful For Lots Of Things.... I'm Sooo Happy To Be Alive ..Thanks To God!!! As I Type This...I Hope I Live Many Many Yearsss To Come.......So Appreciative Of That.... I'm Thankful For My Twin Sister Julianna: Words Cannot Describe How I Much I Love Her More Than She Will Ever Know.....We Have An Unexplainable Bond......She Keeps Me Sane!! I Think I Would've Been Lost Without Her..Seriously!! She Motivates Me So Much....She Gives Me Strength....To Be Honest If It Weren't For Her I Think I Would've Been Dead!! I'm Thankful For My Family As Well.....I Hate Them Sometimes But They Will Always Be Related To Me!! They Are Always There For Me...I'm Glad To Have My Parents Mercedes && Rafael Alive.Well && Married To Love && Support Me As Their Daughter...Thanks For Putting Food On The Table Thanks For Dealing With All My Bullshitt And Supporting Me!!!!! Thanks For All The Christmas Presents && All The Conversations And Advice You Both Have Given Me..Thanks For Being My Parents!! I'm Thankful For My Brother Julio I Have To Thank Him For Many Things For Everything For The Way Our Family's Life Is....For The People I Now Know && Love So Much!! I'm Thankful For My Aunts Cecilia && Nena-----They Keep Me Entertained I Feel Like Shooting Them At Times But They Are So Great!!! They Love And Care About Me Even If When They Don't Show It...Thanks To My Family!!!!! I'm Thankful For My Grandparents Tomasina && Julio........May You Rest In Peace Both....I Haven't Forgotten About You Guys At All Not One Bit!! You Are What I Call .. TRUE LOVE 'TILL DEATH DO US PART.. ..I Loveeeeeeee Youuuu Both Forever && Ever Until God Takes Me To Be With You Once Again!! I Wish You Guys Were Here So I Can Hug You Both && Say How Muchhh I Loveeeee Youuuuu Until I'm Outt Of Breath...So I Can Kiss Your Faces And Hug You Until I Can't Anymore!! So You Guys Can Remind Me Of How Beautiful I Am Everyday When I Feel Sad Or Down Or Unpretty. So You Guys Can Tuck Me Into Bed && Take Me Out To The Park For Ice-Cream....Words Can't Really Explain At All How Much I Feel For You Both!!! May God Rest Your Souls....May You Both Be Happy Loving Each Other In Heaven.....I Hope You Guys Haven't Forgotten About Your Granddaughter.....I Hope You Guys Love Me As Much As I Love You........I Know You're Watching Over Me!! Muahzzzzzzzzzzz Forever!!! THANKS TO CAMERAS.WATER.FRIDGES.TOILETS.FOOD.PERFUMES.LOVE.INTERNET.MYSPACE-EVERYTHING!!!! I'm Thankful For My Friends!!  I Have So Many Individual Shoutouts To The People Below And More....Too Much To Say!!!  Imani.Sheila.Adolfo.Sammy.Sasha.Miguel.Cain.Ramoncito.Steph.GiGi.JGil.Niurka.Julia.....Everyone!! ::Adolfo:: I'm Glad You're My Bestestt Guy Friend....Who Would've Thought We Were Going To Become What We Are Now....Thanks For Always Keeping A Smile On My Face Whenever I Felt Crappy....Thanks For All The Corny Funny Lmao Conversations....All The Pictures...All Fights All The Wrestling All The Shut The Fuck Ups Lols Thanks For Letting Me Blow-Dry Your Hair!! You're The Greatest!!!!!Thanks For The Advice && The Many Many Conversations!! I Loveeee You Man!~! Thanks For Caring About Me..I'm Glad To Have Met You.  ::Sammy:: You're A Great Person....I Hated Your Guts Before But Who Would've Thought We Were Going To Become Cool..You Are What I Call A Beautiful Person...I Really Care About You....If Only You Can See The Inside It Will Be So Much Easier Amor.I'm Glad To Know You That You Exist....Thank You So Much For Giving Me Hope For Giving Me Faith For Giving Me Motivation For Giving Me That Sense Of Paradise...Thanks For Making Me Feel Like A Million Bucks For Making Me Smile When I Didn't Want To....Thanks For Saying That I'm Beautiful..Thanks For Being My Friend As Well As My Amor....Thanks For All The Laughs And Jokes....Thank You For The Hugs!!! But Most Importantly Thanks For Loving Me! You Make Me Feel Like The Best In The World At Times...Sorry For The Bad Things I've Ever Made You Feel....YOU ARE IMPORTANT TO ME! Muahzzzz God Bless You Always. && To Everyone Else.. HAPPPPYYYYY THANKSGIVING!!!!!!
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Sunday, November 5, 2006

Thoughtful Thinking...

Posted in by Rafaelina Siri | Edit
I Am In A Great Mood To Write Something In My Blog.I'm Here Sitting On My Computer Eating Some Cookies With Milk Just Thinking About Some Things.. I've Been Thinking About How Life Functions && How Hectic And Chaotic It Is To Live It... ::It's Frustrating:: But I Have To Life It Until The Days Of My Life Are Over For Good...It's Like Wow I Can Diminish Die And Disappear Any Minute Any Day Just Like That....You Know?? It's Something Some People Choose Not To Think About,But You Have To... We're Humans And We Sure As Hell Can't Last Forever Even Though I'll Love To But Think About Living Forever And Ever.....There Would Be No Point Of Living. You Will Be Filled With Boredom And There Wouldn't Be A Purpose...That's Why The World Is The Way It Is....That's Why There's Good And Evil..Ironically Evil Influences Good You're Probably Like Nooo They're The Total Opposite! Let's Start Off With MISTAKES!! People Make Mistakes It's A Great Part Of Life Because They Convert You Into More Of A Perfectionist Person...Almost Perfect...They Make You Better More Wise More Intellectual....All That. Life Has Its Ups And Downs.....Happy Moments And Sad Moments.....It's All Part Of The Plan...Some Things In Life Have To Be Let Go Of Especially The Certain Things That Hurt You Because The Only Person You're Hurting Is Yourself....You Will Not Reach The Maximum Happiness...You Have To Believe In Yourself With This Enormous Confidence And Optimism And Head Up High.....Think Of Hurtful Things As A Strengthner Or Energizer........Life Is Too Short!! Don't Let People Stomp On You And Make You Feel Below Them......Confidence And Independence Is Great!.....Depends On How You Use It. Love Is A Great Great Part Of Life.....It Makes You Feel Heavenly Very Celestial Like A Peaceful Kind Of Feeling As If Life Had No Problems And Everything Is Super Easy...I Believe That's The Only Glimpse Of Heaven We Will Ever Receive And Have A Peak Of....Even Though Love Can Be Painful And Hurtful It's A Risk You Have To Take.......Let Yourself Be Loved And Let Go Of Things In The Past Because They Will Make You Better And More Joyful Later On..... Be Yourself At All Times...Don't Try So Hard To Be Someone You're Not Just To Please Everyone Else......You're Going To Be So Unhappy! It May Sound Selfish But It's Really Not....Think About It. ::Remember Life Seems Complicated But Is Really Simple:: Everything Happens For A Reason!! There Are Reasons Why Life Is Life..God Has Put You Here On Earth For Specific Reasons...He Basically Planned You And I'm Not Leaving Until I've Done My Duty.....I Don't Want To Leave The People I Love And Care About...It's A Scary Thought To Think Of. It's Like What's Heaven Going To Be Like?? Is Everything Going To Be Like I've Grown Up To Know?? There's Nothing I Can Do But To Live And Live And Live.... Live For The Moment!! Follow Your Heart..Make Mistakes..Drama...Evil...Hatred...Jealousy...Pain...Love... We're Programmed To Feel And Do All These Things That Seem Awful But When You Really Think About They're Not.... ........Things Are Easily Felt If Only They Were Much More Simpler To Say......You Feel All These Thousands And Thousands Of Words Inside && It's Frustrating When You Aren't Understood...It's Like If Only People Can See The Inside.... ::Adios I Wanted To State This & Now I'm Satisified:: ~Rafaelina.
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