Words from the writer. . .

Hello there, welcome aboard....
Thursday, June 29, 2006

The Initiation Of A New Chapter

Posted in by Rafaelina Siri | Edit
 "A New Life Is Coming Ughhh What A Weird Feeling I Don't Wanna Let Go." ~Lina~   The Initiation Of A New Chapter
Should I Call This A New Life? Life Changes Sometimes  For The Better. There Are Some Things In Your Old Chapter You Can't Let Go Of. They Are Still There. So What Do You Do? Who Am I Kidding? You Can't Really Do Much. There Are Situations In Life That Influence Your Character. That Are Always Going To Be There. Anytime. All The Time. Always. Shouldn't I Be Happy That My Life Is Transforming? I Know I Should Right? But I'm Kinda Not. I Haven't Handled Some Things, But I Gotta Keep On Moving. I Hope Good Things  Come My Way And I Know They Are. I Hope To Be A Bit Happier And Meet A Couple Of People Here And There. Explore What's Out There The Unknown To Me. Meet Someone Who Loves Me With All Their Heart, Body,And Soul. Who Appreciates Me And All My Imperfections. Someone Who Will  Be There, A Shoulder To Lean On. Life Is Hectic. Sometimes You Just Feel Like  Hiding From Everyone And Everything By Going Into Your Own  Little World Without  Disruptions And Interruptions. I Wish I Won't Have To Confront It  And Run  Away From It All. Life Is Something To Think About  By Just Looking At  What Point You Are At Right Now. Is It Good Or Bad? Do You Really Want  To Be There? Are You Happy? That's The Question. There's A Lot  To Think About A Lot For Me To Think About. I Have To Decide  What's Good For Me The Pros And Cons And Where I Should  And Want To Be. Time Is Running Out. A New Life Is Coming  For Me. It's Sad I Won't Get To See The Same People I See Everyday Anymore. It Won't Be The Same. I Have To Be Strong  And Try To Smile. I Can Handle It. I Have To Look Towards The Bright Side. This Is Called The Initiation Of A New Chapter. ~Thanks~
Friday, June 2, 2006

No More You

Posted in by Rafaelina Siri | Edit
"Just Writing Like I Always Do...Enjoy This Is Real." ~Lina The Tall Beautiful Big Lipped Chick~   No More You There is no more you. There is no more you for me to love, for me to hug,for me to kiss, but most of all for me to talk and share. There are no more great adventures. No More You And I. We were great together,almost made for each other. Loveable Full of Life. Motivation much inspiration. There is no more you to love me, Cherish me to tell me how gorgeous and beautiful I am everyday. To love me with this great desire  and need. To hug me as if to feel so protected. To kiss me with this energy and wonderful passion, That rushes this unexplainable feeling and emotion into my being. I felt so complete with you. You were my life. You made me feel like I was floating in the air with no gravity, like an unreality, our own crazy world. Thanks for everything. Thanks for making me who  I am today And the new perspective  I have towards life. Thanks for all those conversations we had  about everything and stating our opinions whether we agreed or not. Thanks for all them laughs. Thanks for all them tears. Thanks for introducing me to the real you. It was my pleasure of introducing myself to you. Thanks for giving me your love, for loving me the way you did, for making me feel like I was the one, the only one in this world. For allowing me to love you. Thanks for being my lover as well as my friend. I appreciate what we were and had. It's a memory I will never forget. Our memory is great. I love your memory because it makes me smile and reflect. I'll just keep on smiling. I love you  and it's something that will always be. Unfortunately I can't love you  the way it's suppose to be. Because There is  No More You.