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Showing posts with label emotions. Show all posts
Showing posts with label emotions. Show all posts
Sunday, February 1, 2009

All I See Is You

I remember us,the way we used to be,
I'd hold you in my arms,your smile so sweet to me,
But now when I see you,
you look right through me,
I feel so alone now,
but when I close my eyes...
...All I see is you.
The love we used to share,
gone up in whirl winds,
will I ever love,
or ever live again,
I am tired of crying,
and I am done trying,
To remember all about you,
but when I close my eyes...
...All I see is you.
All the love I am sending,
the memories I won't sell,
I know there must be an ending,
to the story I will tell,
I dream only of your love,
and happiness in life,
I try not to think of you,
but when I close my eyes...
...All I see is you.
Friday, May 5, 2006

Imperalizing My Mind

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This was written a while ago and I've been too busy and too lazy to post it up..lol......But I'm Doing So now~!...Enjoy! This was originally written on Saturday,April 1,2006 Imperializing My Mind Your love is imperializing my being. What are you doing to my soul,oh boy? I love you very much. I'm always thinking of you,I can't help it. You picked me up when I was down. We were like two persond molded into one. It's great,it was great,and it will always be great. I can't help feeling blue when I see you, I shake,I tremble when I hear your voice. It's just there and it's still strong. I'm loving you from far away. I can't stand to see someone else loving you, but I'm juts dealing with it. Love isn't a game,it's real. Love shouldn't be given up so easily. It should be faught for because it's an amazing feeling,an unexplainable one. But who are you? I don't even know who you are anymore. What do you feel? What are your feelings? Do you still love me? Was our love true? Is it still there? Did it fade? Save me the pain please,I'd rather not know, It'll give me so much more. I will always remember you. You produce tears in my eyes and it's just part of love. Bye Bye My Sweet Sweet Love. Your love will always be a piece of me. It makes me,me. I Love You, Now Always And Forever! I'm letting go now. I really don't want to, but I have to. Your love will always, will never stop Imperializing My Mind.
Wednesday, March 1, 2006

Emotionally Drained

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THIS WAS WRITTEN TODAY MARCH 1,2006..I WAS JUST WRITING THINGS DOWN IN MY BINDER AND THIS CAME OUT AND I DECIDED TO POST IT UP BECAUSE I THINK IT'S A GOOD PIECE OF WRITING...IT CAME FROM WITHIN ME BECAUSE MOST FOLKS COULD RELATE.... :) ENJOY!!! Emotionally Drained Why Do I Feel Emotionally Drained? I Feel Such A Great Pain. I Don't Know What To Do About It, I'm So Confused That I Don't Know What To Feel Anymore. What Am I Suppose To Feel? It's Sometimes Hard Because The Mind Fools. My Heart Literally Feels This Pain, Like A Screw Drilling  Right Into It. It Also Feels Like A Needle Pierced My Heart Like A FĂșcking Earring. It Really Hurts. It Produces So Much Sadness And I Know Why. I Hide All My Imperfections, But Why Do That Cuz I Ain't Perfect At All. What The FĂșck Is Perfect Anyway? The Mind Cannot Manipulate  The Heart. I Wish I Can Control This Heart Of Mine, Like A Switch That I Can Turn Off. I Wish I Can Act Like This Pain Is Invisible And It Isn't Felt, But I Can't. It's Sometimes Hard To Hide, But It Naturally Shows. It's Unstoppable. But Why Life Has To Be This Way? Why Love Has To Be The Way It Is? Everything? Everything That Happens, Happens For A Reason I Say. But There's Also A Reason Why I'm  Feeling Vast Pain. The Heart Is Stronger Than You. You Can't Tell It What To Do, Who To Love And Not To Love. Love Is Pain,Pain Is Love Like Jarule Said. But This Is What I'm Saying, Why Do I Love? It's Not A Forgery,It's So Real. Then Again It's Better To Be Loved And Love Than To Not Be In Love At All. Love Brings So Much Happiness And Joy, But It Was Sucked Right Out Of Me Like If I Was A Toy. Why Do These Tears Burn? Why Something Inside Of You Cannot Be Controlled? I Guess It's Suppose To Teach You A Lesson Because It's Life. And Life Is Just Life, Inevitable. That's Why I'm So Emotionally Drained.