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Wednesday, September 20, 2006
Lack Of Appreciation
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Rafaelina Siri |
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I Decided To Say This....
It's Been Disturbinq Me....
It's Better To Say It Then Nothinq At All...Right??
First Of All...I'm Not Perfect.....
I Have Said And Done Some Harshful Thinqs To One Friend That I Love And Care About Still....And Now What Do I Have?...Nothinq....Their Friendship Is Out The Door.
I Know It Seems That I Have Come Across As Shallow And Immature And Confused And Whatnot...But I'm Really Not....
I Admit My Mistakes And Wronqdoinqs Because It's The Right Thinq To Do Always.....I'm Still The Same Sweet Person But I Don't Think They See That....Hey I Can't Blame Them....I'm Not An Asshole I Swear I'm Not...What A Great Friend This Person Was...Always There For Me And I Blew It....
I Say Mean Thinqs Out Of Pure Anger.....I Feel Like A Monster For All That I Said And Done..... This Person Sad Some Horrible Things To Me Like Wowwww I Can't Believe This Is Cominq Out Of Their Mouth Even Though I Was Wrong They Should've Never Said That....Two Wronqs Don't Make A Right.
I Am Determined Tho To Get Their Forgiveness One Day But I Also Know That Forgiving Is A Very Difficult Thing To Do....Since It Involves Feelings And I Really Did Hurt This Person's Feelinqs....This Has Been On My Mind For A Very Long Time Now.People Make Mistakes People Can Change For The Better And Really Learn From Them Seriously....
I Know I Have Learned.
And This One Other Person That Was Great..
That I've Been Through Crap And Drama With....But When I Think About It....It Should've Never Went The Way It Did....Words And Actions Were Thrown Back And Forth Which Of Course Didn't Make The Situation Any Better At All Whatsoever...The Thinqs They Did Were Misunderstood By Me And The Things I Did Were Misunderstood To Them....All I Have Are Good Times Recorded In My Mind And The Bad Too But Those Things I've Let Go Of Already....I Would've Loved For Everythinq To Become Better But I Didn't Allow It To Happen Because I Just Wouldn't Seem To Forget Some Hurtful Thinqs....It Was Hard To.You Know?....I Wish We Both Would've Appreciated Each Other More.....Maybe One Day Everything Will Be Okay....
As Much As I Would Like To Take Words Back....I Can't....
Everything Does Happen For A Reason...I Say...
There's A Sweet And Mean Side Inside Everyone.....What Can I Do??.......
I Want Things To Be Back To Normal With These People....But Sometimes Things Might Never Be The Same Ever Again...Who Knows?? It Can Happen...
There's Always Hope Somethinq I Never Lost.......Just Wanted To Say That....
But When Will It Be Okay For Me To Say Something??? Will It Ever???
Hopefully.
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