This Is The First Time That I Don't Post Up A Poem On One Of Blogs..This Is What I'm Feeling Right At This Moment && It Fucking Sucks. :(
I Feel So Out Of Place In This World...I Feel So Alone Sometimes It's Like What Do I Do?? I'm Afraid Of Endinq Up Alone And Miserable Like The Underground Man. Nothing Is Going My Way...I Really Feel Like Giving Up On Life And Be A Bum Or Something...But I Know That Ain't The Right Thing For Me...I Cry And Cry Myself To Sleep Feeling Like A Worthless Piece Of Shit....I Have No Motivation...No Positiveness From Anyone...I Feel Like I Have No Control Like If I Lost My Control Over Life....I Gotta Stay Up!! I Gotta Make It! I'm Not The Type To Give Up Easily On Things That I Desire For And Care For...But Damn It Can Be Hard...There Are All These Obstacles That I Feel Are Stopping Me From Acheiving My Goals My Wants My Desires...Ugh!!! I Know Everything Happens For A Reason....I Cry!! Like The Human That I Am.....I Look Back At My Life I Stop And Think Like Damnn Why Didn't These People Stay In My Life?? Like My Grandparents And A Couple Of Old Friends.....I Was Full Of Happiness With Them..Especially My Old Folks..They Stood By Me Through Thick And Thin No Matter What Stupidities I Committed....Why?? Because They Loved Me And They Showed It To Me Each And Everyday....I Miss Them So Much!! **A Literal Tear That I'm Crying Right Now.** I Was Stronger Then Than Now......Why Do Things Happen That I Don't Like?? What Did I Do To Deserve Evil Things From People??....I Feel Like Nobody Gives A Fuck About Me....My Feelings Are Blahhhh To Them.....I Hope To Find My Happiness Again Because I'm Not Happy Where I'm At This Point.....I Hate My Life! And I Hate Talking About It...But I'm Doing So Anyway.....I'm Not Perfect Things Happen To Me All The Time....&& I Can't Take It Anymore...The World Is All Types Of Fucked Up....I Wish I Didn't Exist Sometimes To Save All The Pain From Happening.....But I'm Here For A Reason(s) That's Why I'm Still Alive...To Make Something Out Of Myself And I'm Gonna Try With All Of Me To Change My Life To Where I Wanna Be.......Even If Nobody Understands. I Looked Up The Word "Love" To See What It Means And This Is What I Found: love. –noun ..1. a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person. ..2. a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend. ..3. sexual passion or desire. ..4. a person toward whom love is felt; beloved person; sweetheart. ..5. (used in direct address as a term of endearment, affection, or the like): Would you like to see a movie, love? ..6. a love affair; an intensely amorous incident; amour. ..7. sexual intercourse; copulation. ..8. (initial capital letter) a personification of sexual affection, as Eros or Cupid. ..9. affectionate concern for the well-being of others: the love of one's neighbor. ..10. strong predilection, enthusiasm, or liking for anything: her love of books. ..11. the object or thing so liked: The theater was her great love. ..12. the benevolent affection of God for His creatures, or the reverent affection due from them to God. ..13. Chiefly Tennis. a score of zero; nothing. ..14. a word formerly used in communications to represent the letter L. –verb (used with object) ..15. to have love or affection for: All her pupils love her. ..16. to have a profoundly tender, passionate affection for (another person). ..17. to have a strong liking for; take great pleasure in: to love music. ..18. to need or require; benefit greatly from: Plants love sunlight. ..19. to embrace and kiss (someone), as a lover. ..20. to have sexual intercourse with. ..21. to have love or affection for another person; be in love. Widget by Css Reflex | TutZone
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