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Showing posts with label pain. Show all posts
Showing posts with label pain. Show all posts
Friday, July 31, 2009
Life Downhill
Today has been a very emotionless, plain, gloomy day for me. The weather hasn't been cooperating, which hasn't been of great help to how I've been feeling. One thing I do know is that I'm happy to be alive, everything happens for a reason. I wish everything, every aspect of my life were different. I'll be happier. I feel like everything has gone downhill and that it isn't getting any better. When is GOD going to give me a break? I haven't received one.
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Suffering in Silence
My heart is hurt, my heart is crying, my heart is breaking apart.
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I Don't Get It. .
Oh Lord, what did I do to deserve all this crap I'm going through? I don't feel well, my heart is hurting, please stay with me. Guide me towards the right direction. I wish I can disappear and be alone in peace. Thank you for making me such a strong person, thank you for blessing me with the knowledge, wisdom, and understanding of why life is the way it is. Thank you for the gift of understanding you have given me, therefore allowing me the strength to understand why people do the things they do and the things they say. God, life is very ironic.
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Saturday, January 3, 2009
Writing away.
Currently watching the George Lopez show. It's a funny show that should've never been cancelled.
In this episode, George's insensitive mother, Benny is depressed. She lost her house, her car, her life savings, her dog, her everything in a fire. Her boss comes and brings her flowers, supposedly he wants to see how she's doing. She's been out of work for 2 weeks, but what he really went for was to tell her that if she doesn't get back to work by Monday, she was going to be replaced. He says to George, "She's shouting at lambs and eating out of garbage cans. I kinda wanted to see that." This show is just too much, uh I just wanted to say that.
I'm sitting here with this massive teethache. Yes, teeth as in plural, more than one and I'm all bundled up, cold in this house. Like who bundles up to be home? I. Ugh. My whole head and the right side of my face has been hurting for a few days now, including all the teeth on my right side, due to congestion I suppose. Just a few days ago, it hurted to blow my nose because my right ear would get clogged and make weird noises. I was deaf! I have never felt pain inside my face, it sucks soooo bad! I have a doctor's appointment on Tuesday, praise the beautiful Lord. I can't wait!! I really do not like taking medicine, in fact I hate it. So I have been drinking water, praying, massaging, and a bit of ibuproben I must admit even though it's just a temporary pain reliever that doesn't do much but it's something. Mucinex I need, perhaps TheraFlu, how about both. I've been thinking about going to the E.R., but having to wait for long hours wasn't something I wanted. F.Y.I: Medicine is not good.
I prayed earlier. I prayed soooo passionately to G O D that he takes the pain away. Someone told me that there's power in prayer, that someone is my amazing boyfriend Anthony, but I already knew that except he made me believe in it more than I already did. After a while, the pain drastically went down. I had a feeling my prayer was going to be heard. And yep you guessed right, the pain is gonee! Now the pain is minor, it is pounding a bit, just a bit.
Btw, Happy New Years to everyone out there :] I can't believe it's 2009 already, whoaaaa.
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Nostalgia
08.09.06
"I Began Rhyminq This Poem In My Mind.I Had To Write It Down Because I Liked It..It's Cool...I Always Loved Writinq It Has Always Been In Me..But This Poem Doesn't Apply To Me...Thnx."
Nostalgia
I'm Longing For Something That Was So Long Ago.
It's So Far Away From What I Know.
I'm Feeling This Emotion That Sturs So Much Pain.
What Should I Do?
I Feel So Derranged.
My Heart Is My Guide I'm Listening To It
I Hope It Finds My True Other Significant.
Times Goes By Day By Day
Some Things Change And Some Remain.
Nostlagia Is What I'm Feeling
What Can I Do?
This Is What I'm Seeing As I'm Dreaming Of You.
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Sunday, February 19, 2006
Love
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most: saying something and wishing you hadn't or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest to say. Don't be afraid tho tell someone you love them. If you do they might break your heart... but if you don't,you might break theirs.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that person was to afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled up because we are to afraid to care too much... for fear that the other person does not care as much, or at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid...afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But everytime we tell a lie... the thing we fear grows stronger.
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have, or could have had. No one waits forever...
What would you do...
'What would you do if everytime you wanted someone they would never be there?
'What would you do if you best friend died tomorrow and you never got the chance to tell them how you felt?
'What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
'What would you do if everytime you fell in love you had to say good-bye?
When you love someone say it. Say it loud. Say it right away, or the moment just passes you by and you may never get the chance again.
People live, but people die.
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