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Showing posts with label life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label life. Show all posts
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
It Is What It Is
Don't you just wish people were more honest and stop their bullshitting? It's sooo unbearable, my goodness! Why are people so afraid to keep it real? It's like a disease that everyone has. WAKE UP AND SMELL THE COFFEE BEANS, it's not the way to live. People such as family, friends, lovers, co-workers, everyone should just save their BS for someone who believes in it. Like I said, "if you are a bullshitter and can't keep it a billion, I do not feel bad for you", and I don't care who you are. I shall and won't stress myself over human individuals that can't just be honest, like I give a fuck. All I love and appreciate is honesty, no matter how much it hurts, but there is a difference between saying the truth without any emotion and saying it taking into consideration of the other person's feelings . In other words, say the truth as kindly as possible without being harsh and cynical because people have feelings, but always say the truth no matter what. So many people are afraid of saying what's real, you gotta roll with the punches. This is life. That's just how it is, understand? Bullshitters are cowards, they should all have their profession as a psychologist, bullshitting and manipulating the mind like a puppet. Stressing over people that aren't worthy? Stress kills! No thanks, I'll pass.
Friday, August 14, 2009
Desiderata
Go placidly amid the noise and haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others,
even to the dull and ignorant; they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others, you
may become vain and bitter,
for always there will be greater
and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career,
however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing
fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business
affairs,
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue
there is;
many persons strive for high ideals,
and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself. Especially do not feign
affection.
Neither be cynical about love;
for in the face of all aridity and
disenchantment
it is as perennial as the grass.
Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of
youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you
in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark
imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and
loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline, be
gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe no less
than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here. And
whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it
should.
Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be.
And whatever your labors and
aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life, keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery and broken
dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
Max Ehrman
(c) Max Ehrman 1926
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Friday, August 7, 2009
The Moment
Today we have higher buildings and wider highways, but shorter temperaments and narrower points of view. We spend more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses, but smaller families. We have more compromises, but less time. We have more knowledge, but less judgment. We have more medicines, but less health. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk much, we love only a little, and we hate too much. We reached the moon and came back, but we find it troublesome to cross our own street and meet our neighbors. We have conquered the outer space, but not our inner space. We have higher income, but less morals… These are times with more liberty, but less joy… With much more food, but less nutrition…These are days in which two salaries come home, but divorces increase. These are times of finer houses, but more broken homes. That's why I propose that as of today -- You do not keep anything for a special occasion, because every day that you live is a special occasion. Search for knowledge, read more, sit on your front porch and admire the view without paying attention to the needs. Pass more time with your family, eat your favorite food, visit the place you love. Life is a chain of moments of enjoyment; it isn't only survival. Use your crystal goblets. Do not save your best perfume… use it every time you feel you want it. Take out from your vocabulary phrases like, "one of these days" and "someday". Let's write that letter we thought of writing "one of these days…"Let's tell our families and friends how much we love them. Never pass up a chance at adding laughter and joy to your life. Every day, hour, and minute are special… Because you never know if it will be your last…If you're too busy to take some minutes to share this message with someone you love, and you tell yourself that you will share it "one of these days"… "one of these days" can be very far away, and you may not be there to see it…
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Thursday, July 30, 2009
Life and Love
Love is bothering me because you have to deal with a lot of bullshit. Love is filled with everything, love is filled even with the things that you don't like. Love, it is filled with lies, it is filled with hurt, it is filled with beauty. It is filled with everything you can imagine. We have to prepare ourselves for love: we are prepared for it and simultaneously we are not. Human individuals are too immature for love due to so many aspects of life being automatically involved such as feelings, thoughts, and emotions. It is inevitable because nothing is perfect. Sometimes I wish love were perfect, sometimes I wish life was perfect. Love is a beautiful thing, a beautiful gift, but it hurts sooo much. It makes people not want to get involved with it. Either way, we as the human individuals that we are, seek love. Love is life, love is part of life. I hate it, I hate it!
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Thursday, July 16, 2009
Be Free
Going with the flow is the way to live. There is a difference between going with the flow and loving love versus going with the flow and being passive and lazy.
Going with the flow & appreciating life and the beauty in little things is the way to live. Modesty and humbleness. Sweetness and kindness as well as fighting for your beliefs and believing in your dreams. Appreciating life with a strong attitude. Rolling with the punches and appreciating life for how it is, is how I view life. There isn't time for crap and being upset|sad|angry or whatever the case may be. That's my attitude, but sometimes I get caught up and blinded with the "obstacles" and situations life throws at me that I sometimes forget to just be happy that I am alive and well. I could be in worst dilemmas in my life like many people in this world. There is beauty in everything! My boyfriend is a beautiful inspiration in my life, he has reminded me to just be happy no matter how difficult or harsh live may be. That's me, it's my motto, my attitude, I forget. He's right! He reminds me of happiness, he is my happiness.
Time is precious. There's no time to waste on being upset with a miserable demeanor. I sit and think and realize wow this is not me at all, why am I acting this way? Why am I feeling unhappy? I am not feeling happy with some aspects of my life, but I am happy that I have a family, a home, beautiful friends, amazing partner. These are the things that make life worthwhile. If I'm not feeling happy, I have to and I am going to do something about it. Don't get me wrong, I try and try and try and not see rewards or results, but I AM NOT GOING TO GIVE UP! Never!
Freedom and beauty is a gift from God. We're here because of him. Everything happens for a reason. Being free is so beautiful, feeling relaxed, feeling serene, feeling celestial at peace is one of the many great gifts God has given us. A glimpse of heaven is to be free. Liberating! Life is beautiful, life is temporary, we're only here for a little while. Make the best of it. Love life and make wise decisions. Think with your ♡, feel with your ♡.
I am going to be a successful person, I have lots of love and passion in my fiery soul! I know that I'll be where I wanna be very soon and I cannot wait for that day! BE FREE, don't forget to be happy today. Be happy to be here today and that you're alive and well. Be thankful for all that's around you and all that you have. Imagine, some people wish to possess the things you and I have. Sadly, most of us don't appreciate the things we cherish until they are gone. Don't allow it to be that way, always enjoy the present. Always.
Are you happy today? Ask yourselves.
Xoxo <3
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Monday, July 13, 2009
Peculiar Life Is..
Sometimes I don't get life and how it functions. Well, actually I do know how it works, it's just so complicated. That's the word. If you think about it, it's not as complicated as it seems, it fact, it's as simple as 1, 2, 3. Sometimes I don't know what to think of it or what to say in certain scenarios. You try and try your best, but somehow you don't succeed and your ideas don't go as planned. Life is weird, life is strange, life is complex, life is challenging!
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Saturday, June 27, 2009
Heartbroken Hearts & Blabbing 101
Having your heart broken and messed with is not one of the best feelings in the world. It hurts so much, it is something that every human being has to experience in this lifetime. I had to go through this heartache, you had to go through it, and so will everyone else. It is inevitable. Sometimes, it even makes you want to stop believing in love, perhaps it even makes you want to wish that it didn't exist, but without love there is no life. There are different kinds of love: love for a friend, love for a family member, love for a neighbor, love for life, love for an object. The primary kind of love that us human individuals emphasis our existence on is: ROMANTIC LOVE WITH THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE. Isn't that the best kind of love?
I have a few girlfriends who are experiencing heartbreak at the moment. It affects me seeing them this way and in a sense it makes me angry because I have experienced this When your heart is broken, all you can think about is how crappy and hurt you feel, speaking about it as much as you can to your friends, seeking advice(hence the added word blabbing in the title). Love hurts, love is pain, love is beautiful, love is everything, love is something we all look for, whether we intentionally are or not. My girlfriends ask me for advice and I give it to them, I'm pretty good with giving advice. I give them my realistic and sensitive comapassionate advice, but then again they sometimes don't take my advice into consideration. It's like why even bother asking for it, if you're going to listen to me. The real reason is because they do not wanna accept reality! Of course, they don't, they're hurt!
Love is heaven, this tingly butterfly effect you feel inside. It feels wonderful! This feeling is motivating, this feeling is inspiring, this feeling is unexplainable. I'll continue writing about love in my next blog.
If they're not gonna listen to me, stop BLABBING! My ears hurt from all the blabbing and repetition of the same exact thing. It vexs the living crap out of me, it seriously frustrates me more than this recession we currently are dealing with. If they're not gonna listen to me, get a journal or better yet a blog! Like this one, it really works wonders for the soul.
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Thursday, May 7, 2009
I Wish....
I'm sitting here on my computer, I haven't written on my blog for a while now. I always write, it is something i LOVE with all my heart! I wish life were less complicated right now, things aren't looking quite well as I would expect it to be. I am currently out of a J-O-B like millions of other people dealing with these tough times in this recession. I don't know how this government expects people to make ends meet, it's tough out there. I can't be at home as much as I would like, on top of that traveling back and forth between New York and New Jersey can be unbearable and it drives me nuts, really. In life, you have to make sacrifices in order to progress and my sacrifice is not being at home in my own room, in my own space with my parents. There is not place like home! I wish I was more at peace with life, I'm happy with some aspects of my life like having my great family, my close few friends, and my amazing boyfriend: they really make life worthwhile and easier to cope with. Don't get me wrong, life is beautiful and I love it, no one said it was going to be easy, it comes to show how determined and how strong and motivated you are to reach your utmost abilities and conquer your dreams and where you wanna be by the time I'm 25. But one thing I never lose, no matter how frustrating and arghh things get, is HOPE and FAITH. I truly do believe in God and I know that he is gonna give me a break some day soon. I'm going to be a successful model actress and writer. I love the arts, it is so amazingggg, nothing but love! Like emotionally, I don't and haven't been feeling well. I feel lousy and low like I am not worthy of anything. I wish my life would be 1000 times better in terms of career and residence situation, but I am sorta of content with what I have and I have to appreciate that because there are so many people out there who have worst than me and have nothing. I have an AMAZING boyfriend named Anthony. He really is a great person, I see myself in him in so many ways and his sparkly eyes have a wonderful story to tellm they say so much. I see myself being with him for the rest of my life. He is truly my gift from GOD. There aren't words to explain how he makes me feel, how I feel about him, as cliche as it sounds. He makes everything more alleviating!! On a brighter note,
I worked out today, I'm maintaining my shape and eating well. I should be signed to a major modeling agency in the city pretty soon (I hope so). My parents arranged a family meeting for this Friday, I've been invited to so many places for Saturday, and Mother's Day is on Sunday, AHHHHHHHHHH! I'm gonna go insane, being on a budget is not easy at all and on top of the fact that I paid for my frigging' phone bill. (i love my BLACKBERRY tho!) i don't know what I'm gonna do, but hey I got 2 interviews and I had a photo shoot, kudos for me! :) I am writing a love letter to my gorgeous other half, it relaxes and soothes my soul! LORD, thank you for sending him to me! And thank you for having me here on Earth, you have given me great people to coexist with! i love them all! I'm listening to soft, serene music... I hope I get well soon....Goodnight world.
~Rafaelina
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Tuesday, January 20, 2009
What Am I To Do?
I haven't done one of these in a really long time. I've been feeling the need to write. Lately, things haven't been how I want them to be in general, but hey, not everything is how we want them to be. I'm feeling so many different emotions right now, that I don't even know what to write. I'm hurt. My heart hurts, my soul hurts, my whole body hurts. I feel like incomplete, like a part of me is missing. I just wanna fly away, a place where I can be at peace with myself and with how my life is. This is not how I want things to be. It feels like nothing ever gets better. There is so much of myself that I have yet to discover, I know I am stronger than I believe at times and I know things will get better with how things are. I hope things get better with my life: my family, my friends, my career, and with love. Things have not been good. I hope to become more bonded with my family and be more open towards them. I hope to aim for all that I dream of. I hope to be able to show all the love I have without being afraid. It's a risk I must take. I hope to become a stronger person, I hope to be able to open up my heart without feeling afraid of pain, hurt, and suffering; that is what life is about, about learning and being a human being.
I know all of these things, but it is sooo hard for me to say how I feel at times. The words are there, but they do come out, fear takes over me, like I freeze and so many questions begin to swirl in my mind. It's nothing personal to anyone, it's not that I am not honest, it's not that I'm a coward, it's none of that, it's just that it's hard to trust someone with your innermost thoughts and feelings. Being vulnerable to someone, in someone's eyes, is a scary thing because you're risking your heart and you're risking getting hurt. I feel that if someone knows too much about you, it can ruin things, perhaps the interest will go away. It's brave to demonstrate yourself all out there. I cry about it, I cry that I can't say how I feel and what I am feeling. It hurts me, it's been affecting me for years. Sometimes, I feel like I am going to end up alone without anyone because I tend to push people away from me. I don't do it intentionally, it is how it is. It's a wall I've had up, and now I have to bring it down. I have to let it all out and be free. I know I have to work on that part of me, I try soooo hard, I need to let go of all the hurt from people in my life. That is the only way I'll reach complete happiness. I know I can do it. This is one of the reasons I love writing so much.
I hope to become the best person I can be, more of who I am, but better. You live and you learn, that is what we're for. It's me and G O D, he's going to help me. I promised myself I would not cry, but I am human. It's a sign of bravery and strength to tear. Tears are beautiful, where do they come from? Today I lost a beautiful part of me, it hurts sooo bad, but I pray that things will be alright and that I'll be able to get through this. I have learned soo much. I don't think I'll be to love another, I don't think I'm supposed to. I must admit, I honestly do not how I am going to make it. Love conquers all?
I am alone now, more alone than ever before. Like the saying goes, "We're born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we're not alone", I guess that saying is true. I don't know if I can handle it, but I hope to overcome my pain as the days go by. God knows what's best for me, doesn't he? This is a time where I have to be strong for myself, especially for myself. I can't let myself get down. I've come to accept how things are, who I am, and what I am here for. Good days bring happiness and bad days bring experience, both are essential to life.
~Rafaelina Siri
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Saturday, January 3, 2009
Writing away.
Currently watching the George Lopez show. It's a funny show that should've never been cancelled.
In this episode, George's insensitive mother, Benny is depressed. She lost her house, her car, her life savings, her dog, her everything in a fire. Her boss comes and brings her flowers, supposedly he wants to see how she's doing. She's been out of work for 2 weeks, but what he really went for was to tell her that if she doesn't get back to work by Monday, she was going to be replaced. He says to George, "She's shouting at lambs and eating out of garbage cans. I kinda wanted to see that." This show is just too much, uh I just wanted to say that.
I'm sitting here with this massive teethache. Yes, teeth as in plural, more than one and I'm all bundled up, cold in this house. Like who bundles up to be home? I. Ugh. My whole head and the right side of my face has been hurting for a few days now, including all the teeth on my right side, due to congestion I suppose. Just a few days ago, it hurted to blow my nose because my right ear would get clogged and make weird noises. I was deaf! I have never felt pain inside my face, it sucks soooo bad! I have a doctor's appointment on Tuesday, praise the beautiful Lord. I can't wait!! I really do not like taking medicine, in fact I hate it. So I have been drinking water, praying, massaging, and a bit of ibuproben I must admit even though it's just a temporary pain reliever that doesn't do much but it's something. Mucinex I need, perhaps TheraFlu, how about both. I've been thinking about going to the E.R., but having to wait for long hours wasn't something I wanted. F.Y.I: Medicine is not good.
I prayed earlier. I prayed soooo passionately to G O D that he takes the pain away. Someone told me that there's power in prayer, that someone is my amazing boyfriend Anthony, but I already knew that except he made me believe in it more than I already did. After a while, the pain drastically went down. I had a feeling my prayer was going to be heard. And yep you guessed right, the pain is gonee! Now the pain is minor, it is pounding a bit, just a bit.
Btw, Happy New Years to everyone out there :] I can't believe it's 2009 already, whoaaaa.
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Friday, September 14, 2007
GOD, When Are You Going To Give Me A Break?
I Feel So Blah Right Now, Like This Big Disgust In My Gut, It's Disturbing And It's Aggravating Me. I Don't Know What It Is, I Guess It's All These Disappointments And Frustrations Are Finally Catching Up To Me,aYou Know Since I Tend To Bottle Everything Up, The Only Thing I Express Myself To Is, Guess What? MY JOURNAL. That Is The Only Person, You Call It, That I Express My Innermost Feelings To. Ever Since I Was A Kid, I've Had A Problem With Expressing Myself To Other People Because I Have A Hard Time Trusting People And Opening Myself Up & Letting Them In. Why? I Guess Because I Don't Like To Get My Feelings Hurt, I've Always Been Afraid of That. As The Years Went By, I Knew I Couldn't Be That Quiet Little "Tall" Girl All My Life, I Realized, In This Life You Have To Take Risks And Those Risks Include Feelings, I Knew I Was Meant To Be Something Big In Life.
I Used To Always Be That Tall Girl With The Big Feet,Curly Hair & Big Lips- I Used To Get Teased For It And Yeah It Made Me Feel Very Unpretty And Unwanted, I Guess Because I Dealt With It, I Didn't Stand Up For Myself. It Came To A Point Where I Just Wouldn't Tolerate It Anymore, It Affected My Self-Esteem And So I Just Didn't Care About Anyone's Feelings, But Mines And This Is When My True Self Began To Finally Show.
I've Always Been Myself, It Just Takes A Little Push To Come Out Of Your Shell. Why Am I Saying This? Ehh Because I Feel Like It. Isn't It Great To Just Say What You Feel? Well, Right Now I Just Feel Blah, Like If The Things, The Things I Want In Life Aren't Setting At This Point. It's Frustrating When Things Don't Come As Fast As You Would Like Them To Come, I Wish, But Don't We All? Everything Takes Time, I Guess, But Patience Isn't One Of My Best Qualities, But Throughout My Past Experiences, I've Learned To Become More Patient And Trust Me, It Feels Hella Good. I've Grown To Learn That Some Things You Can't Reach For, They Just Come To You, It's More Beautiful That Way. I'm Waiting For A Lot Of Things, But When Is God Going To Give Me A Break, When!? Every Time Something Goes Nice And Smooth, It's Gone In A Blink Of An Eye.
In General, With My Family, With Friends, With Love, With Everything. It Just Sucks Sometimes, But Hey Everything Happens For A Reason And Hope Is Something I Still Hold Onto Me. Don't Get Me Wrong, I've Met Many Wonderful People Whom I Truly Love & Care For, New Ones & Old Ones, They're Just Great, I Hold Onto Them Like Music On An Ipod, Haha, What Kind Of Analogy Is That? Yeahh, But You Get The Point, Right? Sometimes, You Just Gotta Go With The Flow And Allow Things To Come Your Way, Let Destiny Run Its Course.
God Has My Back, He Knows What He's Doing And I Trust That He's Going To Send Me Beautiful Things In Life, I Can't Wait To See What They Are. In The Meanwhile, I'm Living In The Present, No Looking In The Past, Living For The Future.I Treat Myself With Dignity And Respect,I'm A Bit Traditional When It Comes To Certain Things. Life Is Way Too Short, As Clique As It Sounds, The Saying Is True, But I Live My Life Wisely.There's No Time To Hold Onto Grudges, There's No Time To Be Arguing And Fighting With The People Whom You Love, There's No Time For None Of Those Things Because In The Long Run These Things Make You An Unhappy Person, Leaving No Room For Happiness.
Happiness Is What We All Aim For, Don't You Think? Even Though 19 Years Is A Long Time, In A Sense It's Not That Long, But Experiences Make You Seem Older Because You're Wiser, That's What I Am. I've Been Through Many Many Things, Things That People Wouldn't Or Couldn't Imagine. It's Not Like I'm Going To Flaunt Them And Put On Youtube Or Myspace, But I Hold Onto Everything That Has Occurred In My Life Dearly In Becoming A Better Person. I Live My Life The Way I Am And I'm Happy To Be Who I Am, Sweet And Goofy Amongst Other Qualities :D
I Can't Wait To See What The Future Has In Stores For Me, May It Be Wonderful In Life In General, With My Loved Ones & Having My Dream Vacation In My Paradise Mexico Relaxing With My Books, Etc..
You've Gonna See Me Guys, On Tv, On Magazine Covers, Writing Books, In Movies, And All That Good Stuff. God Is Going To Give Me That Break, I See It.
-Rafaelina
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Friday, January 19, 2007
Reality
According to Wikipedia's entry, reality is "the state of things as they actually exist".
Something I Wrote Long Ago...
Reality is that slap in the face
When you think you have the world by the tail
And life seems to be moving at your own pace
When you feel like there is no way you can fail.
Reality is there to open your eyes
When you find you were walking with them closed
And it shows you a sight that can surely make you cry
Because with reality, it shows you what you already know.
Reality breaks a person's heart and soul
And destroys dreams and hopes that a person feels
The truth and only truth is reality's only goal
And it doesn't care whose world that it might kill.
Reality keeps me in a state of mind
That I know it has complete control
But sometimes my dreams overtake reality I find
And love lives for a while in my heart and soul.
Reality is not fair.
Reality does not care.
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Thursday, June 29, 2006
The Initiation Of A New Chapter
"A New Life Is Coming Ughhh What A Weird Feeling
I Don't Wanna Let Go."
~Lina~
The Initiation Of A New Chapter
Should I Call This A New Life?
Life Changes Sometimes
For The Better.
There Are Some Things
In Your Old Chapter
You Can't Let Go Of.
They Are Still There.
So What Do You Do?
Who Am I Kidding?
You Can't Really Do Much.
There Are Situations In Life
That Influence Your Character.
That Are Always
Going To Be There.
Anytime.
All The Time.
Always.
Shouldn't I Be Happy
That My Life Is Transforming?
I Know I Should Right?
But I'm Kinda Not.
I Haven't Handled Some Things,
But I Gotta Keep On Moving.
I Hope Good Things
Come My Way
And I Know They Are.
I Hope
To Be A Bit Happier
And Meet A Couple Of People
Here And There.
Explore What's Out There
The Unknown To Me.
Meet Someone Who Loves Me
With All Their Heart,
Body,And Soul.
Who Appreciates Me
And All My Imperfections.
Someone Who Will
Be There,
A Shoulder To Lean On.
Life Is Hectic.
Sometimes You Just Feel Like
Hiding From Everyone
And Everything
By Going Into Your Own
Little World Without
Disruptions And Interruptions.
I Wish I Won't Have
To Confront It
And Run
Away From It All.
Life Is Something
To Think About
By Just Looking At
What Point You
Are At Right Now.
Is It Good Or Bad?
Do You Really Want
To Be There?
Are You Happy?
That's The Question.
There's A Lot
To Think About
A Lot For Me To Think
About.
I Have To Decide
What's Good For Me
The Pros And Cons
And Where I Should
And Want To Be.
Time Is Running Out.
A New Life Is Coming
For Me.
It's Sad I Won't
Get To See The Same
People I See Everyday
Anymore.
It Won't Be The Same.
I Have To Be Strong
And Try To Smile.
I Can Handle It.
I Have To Look
Towards The Bright Side.
This Is Called
The Initiation Of A New Chapter.
~Thanks~
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Friday, May 5, 2006
Strengthening Memoirs
"This poem was written on Wednesday,May 3rd,2006 outside of my school and then I finished it at home...lol...Yea..so read and enjoy."
~lina~
Strengthening Memoirs
This movie that replays itself
in my mind over and over again.
These Strengthening Memoirs.
They're like souvenirs,a present
for my mind and life.
To remember forever in my lifetime
til death comes for me.
These memories make me
they've made me.
They represent myself now.
I feel somewhat brand new
Life goes on.
Life is adventurous,
so great, so wonderful, so prodigious.
I can't and I won't
spent anymore days thinking
about these memoirs.
Ironically, they're killing me,
but they made me.
My happiness will arrive.
I know it will.
It's suppose to help me survive
and be so very alive.
Unfortunately, I cannot erase these
thoughts and be alright.
People always appreciate
the most precious thing
around them too late.
When they're truly gone.
That is when they're going to
appreciate and realize
what good they had.
I'm worth a lot I believe.
And for me to have felt
so shitty and so unpretty
I couldn't live.
But I picked myself up again.
So much stress,
So depressed.
These Strengthening Memoirs
cause me to really think.
Sometimes I get sensitive
and sometimes they motivate.
It's all part of the system.
Don't love me, I don't love you.
I will always keep these memoirs.
Strengthening Memoirs.
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Sunday, February 19, 2006
Love
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most: saying something and wishing you hadn't or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest to say. Don't be afraid tho tell someone you love them. If you do they might break your heart... but if you don't,you might break theirs.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that person was to afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled up because we are to afraid to care too much... for fear that the other person does not care as much, or at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid...afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But everytime we tell a lie... the thing we fear grows stronger.
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have, or could have had. No one waits forever...
What would you do...
'What would you do if everytime you wanted someone they would never be there?
'What would you do if you best friend died tomorrow and you never got the chance to tell them how you felt?
'What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
'What would you do if everytime you fell in love you had to say good-bye?
When you love someone say it. Say it loud. Say it right away, or the moment just passes you by and you may never get the chance again.
People live, but people die.
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