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Wednesday, July 5, 2006

Thoughts Of The Night

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"I Feel Like Shít I'm So Sick Right Now With Them Chest Pains I'm Having From My Asthma.It's Bad And It Sucks.So I'm Here Chillinq In My Room Watchinq Tv Relaxing Recommendations From The Doctor...I Need Another Vacation..lolz"   Thoughts Of The Night Lay Here Beside Me, Love And Bless Me With Your Closeness. Tell Me About All Your Hopes And Dreams. Shower Me With Your Fantasies. Embrace Me With Your Passion. Let Me Hear Your Whispers Of Love Felt So Deeply. Let Me Hear Your Heart Beating. Let Me Be The Sky  That Awaits Your Presence. Let Me Be The Stars That Brighten Your Nights. Let Me Be The Clouds That Are So Breathless. Let Me Be The Wind That Brings You Harmony  From Within. Let Me Lay Here Beside You Always. Let Me Be The Comfort That You Need. Kissing You Softly As You Do The Same To Me. Holding You Here  In My Arms As We  Think About Life's  Many Complexities. Feeling The Warmth Of Your Feathered Soft Skin. Let Me Live In Your Heart And Die In Your Eyes, As You Let Me Love You. These Are My Thoughts Of The Night.
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Thursday, June 29, 2006

The Initiation Of A New Chapter

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 "A New Life Is Coming Ughhh What A Weird Feeling I Don't Wanna Let Go." ~Lina~   The Initiation Of A New Chapter
Should I Call This A New Life? Life Changes Sometimes  For The Better. There Are Some Things In Your Old Chapter You Can't Let Go Of. They Are Still There. So What Do You Do? Who Am I Kidding? You Can't Really Do Much. There Are Situations In Life That Influence Your Character. That Are Always Going To Be There. Anytime. All The Time. Always. Shouldn't I Be Happy That My Life Is Transforming? I Know I Should Right? But I'm Kinda Not. I Haven't Handled Some Things, But I Gotta Keep On Moving. I Hope Good Things  Come My Way And I Know They Are. I Hope To Be A Bit Happier And Meet A Couple Of People Here And There. Explore What's Out There The Unknown To Me. Meet Someone Who Loves Me With All Their Heart, Body,And Soul. Who Appreciates Me And All My Imperfections. Someone Who Will  Be There, A Shoulder To Lean On. Life Is Hectic. Sometimes You Just Feel Like  Hiding From Everyone And Everything By Going Into Your Own  Little World Without  Disruptions And Interruptions. I Wish I Won't Have To Confront It  And Run  Away From It All. Life Is Something To Think About  By Just Looking At  What Point You Are At Right Now. Is It Good Or Bad? Do You Really Want  To Be There? Are You Happy? That's The Question. There's A Lot  To Think About A Lot For Me To Think About. I Have To Decide  What's Good For Me The Pros And Cons And Where I Should  And Want To Be. Time Is Running Out. A New Life Is Coming  For Me. It's Sad I Won't Get To See The Same People I See Everyday Anymore. It Won't Be The Same. I Have To Be Strong  And Try To Smile. I Can Handle It. I Have To Look Towards The Bright Side. This Is Called The Initiation Of A New Chapter. ~Thanks~
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Friday, June 2, 2006

No More You

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"Just Writing Like I Always Do...Enjoy This Is Real." ~Lina The Tall Beautiful Big Lipped Chick~   No More You There is no more you. There is no more you for me to love, for me to hug,for me to kiss, but most of all for me to talk and share. There are no more great adventures. No More You And I. We were great together,almost made for each other. Loveable Full of Life. Motivation much inspiration. There is no more you to love me, Cherish me to tell me how gorgeous and beautiful I am everyday. To love me with this great desire  and need. To hug me as if to feel so protected. To kiss me with this energy and wonderful passion, That rushes this unexplainable feeling and emotion into my being. I felt so complete with you. You were my life. You made me feel like I was floating in the air with no gravity, like an unreality, our own crazy world. Thanks for everything. Thanks for making me who  I am today And the new perspective  I have towards life. Thanks for all those conversations we had  about everything and stating our opinions whether we agreed or not. Thanks for all them laughs. Thanks for all them tears. Thanks for introducing me to the real you. It was my pleasure of introducing myself to you. Thanks for giving me your love, for loving me the way you did, for making me feel like I was the one, the only one in this world. For allowing me to love you. Thanks for being my lover as well as my friend. I appreciate what we were and had. It's a memory I will never forget. Our memory is great. I love your memory because it makes me smile and reflect. I'll just keep on smiling. I love you  and it's something that will always be. Unfortunately I can't love you  the way it's suppose to be. Because There is  No More You.
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Friday, May 5, 2006

Honest Closure

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"This came from in me..it's true..I always speak it." Written on Wednesday,April 26,2006 @ 1:49am. ~lina~   Honest Closure I can honestly say this chapter is done. My Honest Closure. I'm not feeling like there's more to our story,to our book. I feel relieved and somewhat happy. There's nothing to fear, there's nothing there,it's not fair. But who said life was fair? I can move on,pass us, all of this without a problem. It's sad to feel this way  and say it because this someone was an important part of my life. But that's just the way it is. Things change. Things transform. Things fade,no more. I can honestly be happy now and grow from this. I do love and miss him, but now it's in a friendly way. It's always good to be friends  with someone you cared about and loved. It's healthy. It may feel weird, but it's okay. Sadly,life goes on and things didn't work out. I hope he has a good life and it turns out to be okay. I miss him anyway. All I got is souvenirs in my mind, it gets you stuck in a moment, that wasn't meant to last. It all went by so fast, but It felt like years, mad vast. See ya special friend. You were meant to last, but in my heart and soul. This chapter is closed. This is my honest closure.
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Natural Suave

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"When I wrote this I was truly feeling this way and I don't know why...it was just there..and so I began to write what I felt at the time.I felt so much sadness and melancholy....I couldn't do anything but write about it" Orignally written on Saturday,April 1,2006 .!~~True Story~! ~Lina~   Natural Suave What is this sudden darkness? Where is it coming from? Why is it here? I feel so awfully drained that it's emotionally hurting me. My feelings manually hide, but they naturally show. They're guilty,full of love. It knows,it glows. Who are you Oh Boy? And what are you doing to my soul? Why do I love you? Do you love me for sure? I don't even know,it's weird. It's hard to talk to you, but it's cool I know. There's only hope,it's my friend. Hope is the one that's going to change that. I'm just going to let you go, maybe it's the best thing to do. But I know I'll never stop loving you. Always~ It's My Natural Suave.
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Imperalizing My Mind

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This was written a while ago and I've been too busy and too lazy to post it up..lol......But I'm Doing So now~!...Enjoy! This was originally written on Saturday,April 1,2006 Imperializing My Mind Your love is imperializing my being. What are you doing to my soul,oh boy? I love you very much. I'm always thinking of you,I can't help it. You picked me up when I was down. We were like two persond molded into one. It's great,it was great,and it will always be great. I can't help feeling blue when I see you, I shake,I tremble when I hear your voice. It's just there and it's still strong. I'm loving you from far away. I can't stand to see someone else loving you, but I'm juts dealing with it. Love isn't a game,it's real. Love shouldn't be given up so easily. It should be faught for because it's an amazing feeling,an unexplainable one. But who are you? I don't even know who you are anymore. What do you feel? What are your feelings? Do you still love me? Was our love true? Is it still there? Did it fade? Save me the pain please,I'd rather not know, It'll give me so much more. I will always remember you. You produce tears in my eyes and it's just part of love. Bye Bye My Sweet Sweet Love. Your love will always be a piece of me. It makes me,me. I Love You, Now Always And Forever! I'm letting go now. I really don't want to, but I have to. Your love will always, will never stop Imperializing My Mind.
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Strengthening Memoirs

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"This poem was written on Wednesday,May 3rd,2006 outside of my school and then I finished it at home...lol...Yea..so read and enjoy." ~lina~ Strengthening Memoirs This movie that replays itself in my mind over and over again. These Strengthening Memoirs. They're like souvenirs,a present for my mind and life. To remember forever in my lifetime til death comes for me. These memories make me they've made me. They represent myself now. I feel somewhat brand new Life goes on. Life is adventurous, so great, so wonderful, so prodigious. I can't and I won't  spent anymore days thinking about these memoirs. Ironically, they're killing me, but they made me. My happiness will arrive. I know it will. It's suppose to help me survive  and be so very alive. Unfortunately, I cannot erase these thoughts and be alright. People always appreciate  the most precious thing around them too late. When they're truly gone. That is when they're going to appreciate and realize  what good they had. I'm worth a lot I believe. And for me to have felt so shitty and so unpretty I couldn't live. But I picked myself up again. So much stress, So depressed. These Strengthening Memoirs  cause me to really think. Sometimes I get sensitive and sometimes they motivate. It's all part of the system. Don't love me, I don't love you. I will always keep these memoirs. Strengthening Memoirs.
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