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Sunday, February 19, 2006

Promises

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When Two People First Start Out They Say A Lot Of Things And Make A Lot Of Promises To Each Other. But Somewhere Down The Line The Sweet Things They Once Said Become Bitter Words And The Promises They Swore In Their Hearts They Would Keep Forever Are Broken. After A While You Learn The Difference Between Holding Hands And Falling In Love. You Begin To Learn That Kisses Dont Always Mean Something Promises Can Be Broken As Soon As They Were Made And Sometimes Even Though You Dont Want It To Be Goodbyes Can Be Forever!! Sometimes All You Can Do Is Smile And Move On With Your Day Holding Your Tears Back Pretending You're Okay.
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Love

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Have you ever wondered which hurts the most: saying something and wishing you hadn't or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest to say. Don't be afraid tho tell someone you love them. If you do they might break your heart... but if you don't,you might break theirs.  Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that person was to afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled up because we are to afraid to care too much... for fear that the other person does not care as much, or at all.  Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid...afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But everytime we tell a lie... the thing we fear grows stronger.  Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have, or could have had. No one waits forever...  What would you do...  'What would you do if everytime you wanted someone they would never be there?  'What would you do if you best friend died tomorrow and you never got the chance to tell them how you felt?  'What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?  'What would you do if everytime you fell in love you had to say good-bye?  When you love someone say it. Say it loud. Say it right away, or the moment just passes you by and you may never get the chance again.  People live, but people die.
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Sunday, February 5, 2006

The Passion That Used To Be

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August 22,2005----This Came From My Heart.It Was An Immense Feeling Of Pain And Deep Sorrow I Had In Me At That Time.I Was Very Depressed And It Was Very Sad For Me.This Made Me Stronger And Somewhat The Person I Am Today.Everything Happens For A Reason And I Have No Regrets. 04-01-05 The Passion  I want what me and him had before. All these beautiful memories run in my head every single day, but I guess that's all it is:memories.That probably won't come back any more forever.And just thinking of those possibilities are heartbreaking because that means I won't be able to kiss and touch those sensual beautiful lips of his that make me tingle all over.The passion,the intensity is beautiful and breathtaking.I feel protected when I'm in his arms and it's great. I love him regardless of what happens and he'll always be a part of me forever and he'll always have a place in my heart. Sometimes I cry because I can't deny the fact that he's always in my thoughts everywhere I go or everything I do, he's always there.It's possible to have what I had with him back,but it won't be the same ever again,but it's worth a try.I really don't want any regrets that's why I'm not giving up cuz it's something that I want and I'm just following what's in my heart.I never would've thought in a million years that things were going to end like they did with me and him. ~~Rafaelina aka Rasberry Sparkletini Loves You!~~
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It's So Hard: A Dedication

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This Used To Be Something That I Sincerely Used To Feel Before For Someone That Was Oh So Special And I Decided To Post It Up Cuz It's Nice, So Read And Enjoy! It's So Hard It's so hard to say "I Love You" and not draw back in tears, It's so hard to know that you're not there to help me face my fears. It's so hard to know the phone's at reach,but I cannot hear your voice, It's so hard to know that this time breaking up was not my choice. It's so hard to see you laughing when I'm crying deep inside, It's so hard to just find feelings and now have to make them hide. It's so hard to live without you,when I need you more than words, To want to scream how much I Love You but hold hold back and not be heard. It's so hard to go to sleep at night when I cannot dream of you, It's so hard to think that you might fall in love with someone new. It's so hard to not start crying when I hear your favorite song, It's so hard to sit and wonder ,where did we go wrong? It's so hard to live without you,if I only would have known. I will never love another, I would rather be alone. Whenever you break up with someone,there is always a period when it is very different and painful.It's called a grieving period,just like when someone dies because something has died:your relationship.The fact that I'm so sad and having a difficult time tells me I'm a caring person who was able to have a real loving relationship with someone and this always a good thing. Thank You!! ~~Rasberry Sparkletini~~
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Tuesday, December 6, 2005

What It Is?

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**Lemme See Who Gon Read This** Who Can Tell Me What L0ve Is?What It Is? How Do U Noe When U Noe When U Think U Noe? **Well I Haven't Really Been Encountered With True Love.Hey I'm Still Young And Whatnot.Love Just Comes Naturally And It's Something That I Can't Force...I Aint Beastin..I Aint Desperate...I Could Go Get Someone Whenever I Want But I Chose Not To Right Now..I'm Mad Good Right...But It'll Be Nice To Have Someone To Boss Around And Hug And Stuff....l-o-l I'm Chilling.Enjoying.Laughing--It G00d. I Get Compliments Daily It Doesn't Bother Me But Sometimes It Jst Gets Old Its Da Same Shyt Different Day..."O U Have Nice Lips" or Some Otha Shyt.....My Lips My Lips My Lips My Lips U Love My Big Ass Lips Come Try N Check It Out...lol...Damn...It's Always About Da F#ckin Looks.Cant A Guy Just Say I Like U For Da Way U Are And Da Way U Look? Jst Noe How 2 Carry A Well Conversation And Not Get Me Bored..plzz.... My Guy Doesn't Have To Be Banging But Dats Da First Thing U Look @. He Jst Has 2 Treat Me Good And Be Real 2 Me.I Have A Hard Time Finding A Damn Guy Dat Fits Ma Criteria And Its Not A Lot I Ask For Either And As Soon As U Turn Me Off You're Dead Cuz Im Not Gon Be Interested Anymore........And Dats That. *Like 2-3 Weeks Ago I'm Chillin In Gray's Papaya Wit A Couple Of Friends U Noe Eating Here And There And Some Guy Jst So Happens To Stick Out His Tongue @ Me Passing By The Window.He Laughed.I Laughed....and Im Jst Like Wtf?....I Started To Lol and Jst Cuz I Lol He Thought Dat He Could Call Me Ova For A Lil Chat And Im Like No Dont Be Cutting Off Of Ma Food Time..Food Is Too Good.lollol...Chill I Jst Laughed.And So I Went Bout Ma Business And I Had To Pee..So Me And Ma Amigos Went Across Da Street To Mickey D's For Da Bathroom...And As Soon As I Walk Inside A Fifty Something Year-Old Man Said Hi To Me Mad Jolly And Im Like Hey Wassup...And Then Dis Holy Poor Man Said Hi To Me And Kept On Glaring @ Me Like Im Some Type Of Chesseburger Or Suttin.....l0ll...And So I Left Da Place Cuz I Have No Patience And Da Old Man Approached Me And Said "Has Anybody Ever Told U Dat U Have Da Most Beautiful Smile? And Im Like Yea Man Thanx...And He Introduced Himself And Stated His Name And I Said Mine And Then He Was Like "If I Were To Give U Ma Number Would U Give Me A Call To Talk?"....and I Was Like "Omg No" And I Was Pulled Away By My Friend Who Said Hey Das Ma Girl..lol...I Was Kinda Flattered But It Was Weird......Lmao ----Why Do I Have A Hard Time? I Don't Know I Dont Even Try Cuz I Dont Really Care In A Way When It Comes It Comes..U Gotta Let It Come Naturally....I Like 2 Help My Guy And GirlFriends With Their Love Problems Give Them Good Advice And Just Tell Them To Say It How It Is Cuz When U Feel Something Is There Or Is Not There.Simple As That!! In Life U Dont Wanna Say " I Regret This" Do Things So U Wont Lament It Later On And U Gon Tight Wit YaSelf!!??!! Some Are Still Stuck On Their Exes And Some Even Worked Things Out After Months.This One Girl Of Mine And Her Ex Are Working Things Out After 8 Months Of Their Break-up Cuz It's Still There..Memories And Shyt...And Im So F#ckin Happy For Ma Girl I Celebrated For Her Cuz They Didnt Talk For A Long Time Not Even As Friends And They Broke Up Cuz Of Misunderstandings And People But They Still Loved Each Other After All Dat.Dont Eva Let People Like Friends Or Siblings Break U And Ya Love Up...Tell Em Off If Dey Got Suttin Bad 2 Say And If Dey Dont Like It 2 F#ckin Bad 4 Their Loser Ass!! I Guess Even Though Mad Shyt Went Or Goes On ...You're Still Gonna Love Em Even When Ya Not Together Like Da Song Goes..."Don't Forget About Us" Im Just Waiting For Ma Hubby To Come Join Me In This World And I Must Say He's Gonna Be A Lucky Man!!?! ~x0x0~ -------T0:You (Everyone) From:Me-------Ralph To Da Rafaelina Yo!!
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