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Friday, May 5, 2006

Imperalizing My Mind

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This was written a while ago and I've been too busy and too lazy to post it up..lol......But I'm Doing So now~!...Enjoy! This was originally written on Saturday,April 1,2006 Imperializing My Mind Your love is imperializing my being. What are you doing to my soul,oh boy? I love you very much. I'm always thinking of you,I can't help it. You picked me up when I was down. We were like two persond molded into one. It's great,it was great,and it will always be great. I can't help feeling blue when I see you, I shake,I tremble when I hear your voice. It's just there and it's still strong. I'm loving you from far away. I can't stand to see someone else loving you, but I'm juts dealing with it. Love isn't a game,it's real. Love shouldn't be given up so easily. It should be faught for because it's an amazing feeling,an unexplainable one. But who are you? I don't even know who you are anymore. What do you feel? What are your feelings? Do you still love me? Was our love true? Is it still there? Did it fade? Save me the pain please,I'd rather not know, It'll give me so much more. I will always remember you. You produce tears in my eyes and it's just part of love. Bye Bye My Sweet Sweet Love. Your love will always be a piece of me. It makes me,me. I Love You, Now Always And Forever! I'm letting go now. I really don't want to, but I have to. Your love will always, will never stop Imperializing My Mind.
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Strengthening Memoirs

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"This poem was written on Wednesday,May 3rd,2006 outside of my school and then I finished it at home...lol...Yea..so read and enjoy." ~lina~ Strengthening Memoirs This movie that replays itself in my mind over and over again. These Strengthening Memoirs. They're like souvenirs,a present for my mind and life. To remember forever in my lifetime til death comes for me. These memories make me they've made me. They represent myself now. I feel somewhat brand new Life goes on. Life is adventurous, so great, so wonderful, so prodigious. I can't and I won't  spent anymore days thinking about these memoirs. Ironically, they're killing me, but they made me. My happiness will arrive. I know it will. It's suppose to help me survive  and be so very alive. Unfortunately, I cannot erase these thoughts and be alright. People always appreciate  the most precious thing around them too late. When they're truly gone. That is when they're going to appreciate and realize  what good they had. I'm worth a lot I believe. And for me to have felt so shitty and so unpretty I couldn't live. But I picked myself up again. So much stress, So depressed. These Strengthening Memoirs  cause me to really think. Sometimes I get sensitive and sometimes they motivate. It's all part of the system. Don't love me, I don't love you. I will always keep these memoirs. Strengthening Memoirs.
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Wednesday, March 1, 2006

Emotionally Drained

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THIS WAS WRITTEN TODAY MARCH 1,2006..I WAS JUST WRITING THINGS DOWN IN MY BINDER AND THIS CAME OUT AND I DECIDED TO POST IT UP BECAUSE I THINK IT'S A GOOD PIECE OF WRITING...IT CAME FROM WITHIN ME BECAUSE MOST FOLKS COULD RELATE.... :) ENJOY!!! Emotionally Drained Why Do I Feel Emotionally Drained? I Feel Such A Great Pain. I Don't Know What To Do About It, I'm So Confused That I Don't Know What To Feel Anymore. What Am I Suppose To Feel? It's Sometimes Hard Because The Mind Fools. My Heart Literally Feels This Pain, Like A Screw Drilling  Right Into It. It Also Feels Like A Needle Pierced My Heart Like A Fúcking Earring. It Really Hurts. It Produces So Much Sadness And I Know Why. I Hide All My Imperfections, But Why Do That Cuz I Ain't Perfect At All. What The Fúck Is Perfect Anyway? The Mind Cannot Manipulate  The Heart. I Wish I Can Control This Heart Of Mine, Like A Switch That I Can Turn Off. I Wish I Can Act Like This Pain Is Invisible And It Isn't Felt, But I Can't. It's Sometimes Hard To Hide, But It Naturally Shows. It's Unstoppable. But Why Life Has To Be This Way? Why Love Has To Be The Way It Is? Everything? Everything That Happens, Happens For A Reason I Say. But There's Also A Reason Why I'm  Feeling Vast Pain. The Heart Is Stronger Than You. You Can't Tell It What To Do, Who To Love And Not To Love. Love Is Pain,Pain Is Love Like Jarule Said. But This Is What I'm Saying, Why Do I Love? It's Not A Forgery,It's So Real. Then Again It's Better To Be Loved And Love Than To Not Be In Love At All. Love Brings So Much Happiness And Joy, But It Was Sucked Right Out Of Me Like If I Was A Toy. Why Do These Tears Burn? Why Something Inside Of You Cannot Be Controlled? I Guess It's Suppose To Teach You A Lesson Because It's Life. And Life Is Just Life, Inevitable. That's Why I'm So Emotionally Drained.
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Sunday, February 19, 2006

Promises

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When Two People First Start Out They Say A Lot Of Things And Make A Lot Of Promises To Each Other. But Somewhere Down The Line The Sweet Things They Once Said Become Bitter Words And The Promises They Swore In Their Hearts They Would Keep Forever Are Broken. After A While You Learn The Difference Between Holding Hands And Falling In Love. You Begin To Learn That Kisses Dont Always Mean Something Promises Can Be Broken As Soon As They Were Made And Sometimes Even Though You Dont Want It To Be Goodbyes Can Be Forever!! Sometimes All You Can Do Is Smile And Move On With Your Day Holding Your Tears Back Pretending You're Okay.
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Love

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Have you ever wondered which hurts the most: saying something and wishing you hadn't or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest to say. Don't be afraid tho tell someone you love them. If you do they might break your heart... but if you don't,you might break theirs.  Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that person was to afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled up because we are to afraid to care too much... for fear that the other person does not care as much, or at all.  Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid...afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But everytime we tell a lie... the thing we fear grows stronger.  Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have, or could have had. No one waits forever...  What would you do...  'What would you do if everytime you wanted someone they would never be there?  'What would you do if you best friend died tomorrow and you never got the chance to tell them how you felt?  'What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?  'What would you do if everytime you fell in love you had to say good-bye?  When you love someone say it. Say it loud. Say it right away, or the moment just passes you by and you may never get the chance again.  People live, but people die.
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Sunday, February 5, 2006

The Passion That Used To Be

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August 22,2005----This Came From My Heart.It Was An Immense Feeling Of Pain And Deep Sorrow I Had In Me At That Time.I Was Very Depressed And It Was Very Sad For Me.This Made Me Stronger And Somewhat The Person I Am Today.Everything Happens For A Reason And I Have No Regrets. 04-01-05 The Passion  I want what me and him had before. All these beautiful memories run in my head every single day, but I guess that's all it is:memories.That probably won't come back any more forever.And just thinking of those possibilities are heartbreaking because that means I won't be able to kiss and touch those sensual beautiful lips of his that make me tingle all over.The passion,the intensity is beautiful and breathtaking.I feel protected when I'm in his arms and it's great. I love him regardless of what happens and he'll always be a part of me forever and he'll always have a place in my heart. Sometimes I cry because I can't deny the fact that he's always in my thoughts everywhere I go or everything I do, he's always there.It's possible to have what I had with him back,but it won't be the same ever again,but it's worth a try.I really don't want any regrets that's why I'm not giving up cuz it's something that I want and I'm just following what's in my heart.I never would've thought in a million years that things were going to end like they did with me and him. ~~Rafaelina aka Rasberry Sparkletini Loves You!~~
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It's So Hard: A Dedication

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This Used To Be Something That I Sincerely Used To Feel Before For Someone That Was Oh So Special And I Decided To Post It Up Cuz It's Nice, So Read And Enjoy! It's So Hard It's so hard to say "I Love You" and not draw back in tears, It's so hard to know that you're not there to help me face my fears. It's so hard to know the phone's at reach,but I cannot hear your voice, It's so hard to know that this time breaking up was not my choice. It's so hard to see you laughing when I'm crying deep inside, It's so hard to just find feelings and now have to make them hide. It's so hard to live without you,when I need you more than words, To want to scream how much I Love You but hold hold back and not be heard. It's so hard to go to sleep at night when I cannot dream of you, It's so hard to think that you might fall in love with someone new. It's so hard to not start crying when I hear your favorite song, It's so hard to sit and wonder ,where did we go wrong? It's so hard to live without you,if I only would have known. I will never love another, I would rather be alone. Whenever you break up with someone,there is always a period when it is very different and painful.It's called a grieving period,just like when someone dies because something has died:your relationship.The fact that I'm so sad and having a difficult time tells me I'm a caring person who was able to have a real loving relationship with someone and this always a good thing. Thank You!! ~~Rasberry Sparkletini~~
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