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Friday, July 31, 2009

Life Downhill

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Today has been a very emotionless, plain, gloomy day for me. The weather hasn't been cooperating, which hasn't been of great help to how I've been feeling. One thing I do know is that I'm happy to be alive, everything happens for a reason. I wish everything, every aspect of my life were different. I'll be happier. I feel like everything has gone downhill and that it isn't getting any better. When is GOD going to give me a break? I haven't received one.
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Thursday, July 30, 2009

Crying

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Crying soothes my soul. It reminds me that I am human and that I have feelings. I hurt. I suffer. The anger I feel, the frustration I feel, the love I feel, the hatred I feel, the pain I feel all has accumulated into a sea of sorrow deep inside of me, bringing tears to the windows of my soul: my eyes.

Crying is what I am feeling right now. .

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Life and Love

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Love is bothering me because you have to deal with a lot of bullshit. Love is filled with everything, love is filled even with the things that you don't like. Love, it is filled with lies, it is filled with hurt, it is filled with beauty. It is filled with everything you can imagine. We have to prepare ourselves for love: we are prepared for it and simultaneously we are not. Human individuals are too immature for love due to so many aspects of life being automatically involved such as feelings, thoughts, and emotions. It is inevitable because nothing is perfect. Sometimes I wish love were perfect, sometimes I wish life was perfect. Love is a beautiful thing, a beautiful gift, but it hurts sooo much. It makes people not want to get involved with it. Either way, we as the human individuals that we are, seek love. Love is life, love is part of life. I hate it, I hate it!
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Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Washful Tears

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In tears. I can't contain my feelings especially not my heart.
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Suffering in Silence

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My heart is hurt, my heart is crying, my heart is breaking apart.
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I Don't Get It. .

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Oh Lord, what did I do to deserve all this crap I'm going through? I don't feel well, my heart is hurting, please stay with me. Guide me towards the right direction. I wish I can disappear and be alone in peace. Thank you for making me such a strong person, thank you for blessing me with the knowledge, wisdom, and understanding of why life is the way it is. Thank you for the gift of understanding you have given me, therefore allowing me the strength to understand why people do the things they do and the things they say. God, life is very ironic.
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Tuesday, July 28, 2009

The Feeling of Vexation

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Annoyance, vexation, bothered: I hate this feeling. It's one of the worse feelings I have to experienced. Feeling bothered, feeling annoyed, having that "Leave me alone, I don't care" feeling makes me want to get away from everyone and have that sense of peace and quiet. It's just one of those days when you want to be alone and not talk to anyone. Just breathing. . .
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